Big Step

First off I am not going to Vet School this year unfortunately I was denied from all four schools. Now I have to think of a Plan B and i am not sure exactly what that is yet. I have to research all my options.

Inbetween all this my ex well his name is Tony we started to talk again. It was just facebook messaging at first here and there and then he said why dont we text instead so i did. We have been texting regularly for a few weeks now. Oh the things he says but it would take too long to type them all down. Basically he is divorced well not by papers yet but and is living in San Diego now. His ex wife cheated on him twice, they almost had a kid but unfortunate circumstances happened and that didnt happen...we basically hit on each other but its like a natural thing for us to do. It doesnt go past anything else. We both never want to be with each other again. I find himm physically attractive still but thats it. He is not what I am looking for anymore.

Besides that news I have discovered my Plan B. I wanted to go to school in Citrus Heights California, for a tech program, and i could have lived with my grandfather but now I am not for well A. classes start April 1 and B. I found a school San Diego Mesa College, Its a community college but it has a special program, only 30 students get in, and its 2 years to become a RVT. My main interest was the San Diego Zoo and from the sound of the program you do it a lot with different types of animals. The tuition for non resident is expensive. If i dont get in this year I would like to still  go to San Diego but take classes part time and work full time so i can at least defer my loans and then i could become a resident and it would be cheaper. Iwould be living with well tony yeah i know my ex thats bad but we are friends. And the navy pays for his apartment so he is apartment hunting now and will get everything settled by the time I get there. I plan on getting a part time job being a full time student. And when he is deployed for 6 months to sea hes going to set up payments automatically from his account to mine to help pay even though hes not going to be there for those months. he even offered to help pay my loan payments (which is a grand) a month if i couldnt get them deferred. I was completely taken back by that. I was shocked. He wants me to be able to pursue my dreams and hes going to help as much as possible. its very nice of him. It will be wierd to live with him but i think it should be fine. Both us will be busy enough that we shouldnt get in the way of each other.

This is a big step for me but I think I'm quite ready for another adventure. Couldn't have said it better my self bilbo baggins.