My last post talked about the schooling and going to San Diego and what not. Yeah thats not going to happen anymore. I have to think of a Plan C now. Maybe online classes of some sort? anywho this post isn't about that. It's about a more personal thing that is going on in my life and his name is Anthony:) (NO NOT MY EX)
My friend at work goes to me one day I so have the perfect guy for you. She goes on to explain who he is and that they have been close friends for awhile. she worked with him at her previous job. I met him once when we went to Ruby Tuesdays and my first impression was he must be gay because he was really cute and he liked my Doctor Who phone case. And i didn't think anything of him after that. Then she mentioned it again and i was like okay and we went to Ruby Tuesdays to celebrate her birthday (he is a chef there) and my heart was racing a mile a minute. He sat down across and my face just turned beet red and i was like lost for words. A guy hasn't been able to do that to me in a long while and i didn't even know him. He was just so good looking holy crap. Then we left and i went back to work and told my friend well ask him what his impression of me was and i was like i want to add him on facebook but i feel like a creeper so i waited like half a week before i actually added him. Thankfully he added me back then it was another weeek and i was like what the heck i dont want to talk to him first i would feel wierd so i just kept waiting and eventually he talked to me first and i was absolutely ecstatic. Eventually it led to him asking me out down the line. I didn't think it would happen because of some complication with another girl on his end so i thought great some really awesome guy i would like to get to know but still hooked on another girl. just my luck as always. BUT this time luck was on my side. We made a date and the day came which was really the next day and he took me to a place in maine that i havent been. Even though pretty much everything was closed i still had an awesome time. The awesome time continued longer than i thought it would. He took me to brunch the next day to the cutest little place with amazing food. He knows his food. Since than i have seen him a few more times and will be seeing him tomorrow and tuesday. He pretty much is hitting everything on my check list haha. He may be 5 years older but i could care less. he is awesome. I must really friggan like him if i talk on the phone with him but the best part is i really like talking on the phone with him:) that is a rare sight indeed for me.
So yeah i really like him a lot. I wish he could be more open about it him and i on his side of things but i understand the situation of not wanting to hurt someone you care about. ive been down that road before. Either way i am sticking around for awhile because i could not be happier right now:) i really cant wait to see him tomorrow:) we are going hiking in camden tuesday which i am also really excited about:) we have so much in common its awesome! and he makes me feel really good about myself:) Even long hard days at work are not so bad because of him. I smile like an idiot all the time now. Now i must get things done so i can get ready for the next few days even though i just want to play video games all day. I havent in awhile:/ Ah well happy days:) I have vacation soon too!
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